Meaning

Hello. Thank you for looking at this post. I would like to tell you that I have found the motivation to work again. I will still need another month to a month and a half, but my project will be coming out before the end of summer. I would like to say thank you to "Defectivebob33" for telling me to take my time in finding motivation. Also, thank you to "LankyLeigh", "kingsberry", "dutch", and "Eden_dev" for showing their support to me for so long. I am still very sorry that I couldn't release my project on time. I also want to say one more thing. It is starting to feel like my audience will leave me if I don't post soon. I am sorry that most of my recent post have been extremely self-centered, but I need to talk about this. I feel like since I did not post this month, everything I have worked for will be gone by the time I post again. I know it is selfish of me to think that way and only think about if my audience will still be there, but it's just that my audience means a lot to me. My audience is one of the only reasons I did not take a break sooner. But that lead to me having no motivation to work and give my audience something. So, I am sorry. I will try to start interacting with my audience more, simply because I love doing it. Those interactions are one of the best parts about being a game developer. So, I will try to do that more, and I will try to express myself more. I also do not feel right making this post. It feels weird telling you and the rest of my audience how much all of you mean to me, which is because I usually don't tell anyone. My audience means everything to me. I love you and the rest of my audience a lot, and I just hope that my audience love me the same. I do not want my audience to leave me. It's hard for me to express exactly how I feel, so this post is the closest I can get to it. I cannot fully explain how much my audience means to me, how much I want to give you something to play, or how much I appreciate my audience just for looking at the things I make. I am sorry if it seems like I am trying to get sympathy or make you feel bad about something, I just want to let all of you know. Please know that you did nothing wrong, and please do not let this feel like a meaningless post. I truly mean it when I say that my audience means the world to me. It's rare that I get this personal over a post, but I just have to emphasis that. I do not want you to view me as attention seeking. Also, I truly mean everything I said everything in this post. I feel so nervous about how everyone will respond to this, to the point that I don't want to post it. I have never felt that way about a post. One more thing. I feel like I have not said thank you enough. So, thank you. Thank you for playing my games, looking at my posts, or showing your support to me. Thank you for everything you have given me. Once again, I am sorry if this post seems self-centered, and I am extremely sorry if this post seems like I am trying to make you feel sympathy for me or make you feel bad about something. Thank you for reading and thank you for your time.